Dramatic,isn't it? The tittle I mean. Let me tell you a story. I few months ago I met a wonderful person. I got to know him and wow was he great. I mean he was everything. Reliable, loving, and he cared about me. And I didn't have to fight for it, I never heard to perform for the care. I blew it. I left for somebody else, the exact opposite of who was. I don't regret it, I know I still wasn't gonna be able to keep him. I've told this story half a dozen times, most times to my therapist And I'm gonna try paraphrase what she said to me. A lot of times people with a trauma of some sort, childhood, or otherwise, or those with a tumultuous relationship with themselve, find themselves in relationships platonic or romantic that are one sided. Stay with me here, there's a method to the madness. Because Someone or something, maybe even a situation has made us feel unworthy of love. We spent the entirety of our lives trying to prove to others and ourselves that we
Well, this was supposed to be all my hot takes bundled up into one... it's not. This is like a journal, like a support group, I share my life lessons, frustrations and someday I'll share my poetry in hopes that I'll help someone heal, or start the process. It's truly simple to grow when you know you're never alone.